Separuh Aku

Dan terjadi lagi

kisah lama yang terulang kembali

kau terluka lagi

Dari cinta rumit yang kau jalani

Aku ingin kau merasa

kamu mengerti aku mengerti kamu

aku ingin kau sadari

Cintamu bukanlah dia

Dengar laraku

Suara hati ini memanggil namamu

Karena separuh aku dirimu

Ku ada di sini

Pahamilah kau tak pernah sendiri

Karena aku selalu

Didekatmu saat engkau terjatuh

Dengar laraku

Suara hati ini memanggil namamu

Karena separuh aku

menyentuh laramu

Semua lukamu telah menjadi milikku

karena separuh aku dirimu

Source : Utube & cik google

Cuci SawaNg-Blog UPdated!!

Bismilllah,

Lama nya tak update blog weyyy.....Nak kata busy tu TAK .Nak kata tak de story tu..ishh banyak wehhh.Tapi masa tak izinkan.TAK  juga sebenarnya.Khehehehe.Sebenarnya Mood tak mari la.Masuk Account,hanya nak baca blog org lain jer.

Dulu asal buat blog ni sebenarnya nak buat kesah my littler bum bum ...tapi dah mcm mcm citer masuk...so now its more to diary (ker?)muahahaha...boleh la so its compile all my life journey ...itu lebeh penting.

Ok moh citer...

Pernah dengar Instagram kalo ikut wikipedia la kan makna nya :
is a free photo-sharing program and social network that was launched in October 2010. The service enables users to take a photo, apply a digital filter to it, and then share it with other Instagram users they are connected to on the social network as well as on a variety of social networking services ( Copy paste Sudeiii)


Ishhh kalo tak pernah dengar,cuba tgk picture nie...



                       

Familliar tak ? Sekarang ,ini la  minat terbaru...aper perpatah kata..Lets the picture explains everything...Me Mmg suka tgk gambar.Tak kisah la gambar permandangan ker,gambar baby ker ,gambar  retis tu lagi la suka kan...

Aplikasi ni senang jer tak serumit FB  dan ruang penulisan pun takde byk sgt tapi kita masih boleh komen dan  tag nama members yg lain.Best n layan la.

So byk ler juga picha picha my bum bum ...ni antaranya :

Selain boleh gabung2 gambar,IG boleh  edit2 gambar ...maka my bum bum jadi cam ni.....hahahahahaha....jadi la Cik kEah baru balik sekolaH....

Siap Peace Uols.

Its About GAZA

Pada kita derita itu

pada gagalnya peperiksaan

laparnya perut pada makanan

putusnya cinta pada kekasih pujaan

jauhnya ibu ayah dari dakapan

juga habisnya duit dalam bekalan

Pada mereka derita itu

Apabila rumah kediaman digesel trak

Harta benda serba serbi dirompak

maruah keluarga dipijak-pijak

anak bini dicincang oleh manusia tak berotak

tanah air Islam diinjak-injak

irama kita

adalah suara Siti yang merdu

atau muzik rock yang bingit melegakan

atau suara nasyid yang mendayu-dayu

irama mereka

bulddozer yang menghiasi setiap pagi

ketulan batu yang dicampak ke muka yahudi

Bom yang tak pernah sunyi berbunyi

sungguh sukar kita berada di tempat mereka

kita masih tak sanggup menerima ujian sedemikian mereka

berpisahnya kita dari keluarga cuma sementara

berpisahnya mereka dengan ayah,ibu, adik beradik adalah buat selama-lamanya

tanggisnya kita di dunia adalah kerana gagalnya kita dalam ujian

putusnya cinta atau geramnya pada manusia

tanggisnya mereka di dunia kerana tidak dapat membunuh musuh Allah

kerana gagalnya mereka menemui kesyahidan

Rindu kita hanya bauan pada keluarga tercinta

Pada kekayaan melimpa ruah

pada umur yang panjang

agar keluarga kita lebih makmur membahagiakan

Rindu mereka pada wangian syurga tertinggi…

pada syahid tanpa henti

pada perjumpaan teragung

dengan Ilahi tercinta…

Siapakah kita berbanding mereka?

Source : poem -http://abuwafi98.wordpress.com via google & utube

Hilang Naluri

 Hilang Naluri –Once 

Mawar merah yang ku cium

Ternyata menusuk dan beracun

Wanginya menyenangkan hatiku

Membuatku tak karuan

Sehari tak bertemu dengannya

Serasa hampa dalam hatiku

Ku mabuk cinta yang tak terbaca

Oleh naluriku

Dia sama sekali tak cintai diriku

Dia hanya memanfaatkan diriku

Matilah kau di dalam hatiku

Bawa pergi saja dirimu

Sampai ke dasar lautan

Matilah kau bersama cintaku

Banyak berharaplah dirimu

Semoga dapat bahagia, berharaplah

Ku berlutut di bawah kakinya

Ku berikan hatiku untuknya

Ku telan semua luka-luka

Ku tak punya perisai lagi

Sehari tak bertemu dengannya

Serasa hampa dalam hatiku

Ku mabuk cinta yang tak terbaca

Oleh naluriku ooh

[Matilah kau]

Matilah kau di dalam hatiku

Bawa pergi saja dirimu

Sampai ke dasar lautan

Matilah kau bersama cintaku

Banyak berharaplah dirimu

Semoga dapat bahagia ooh

My HeArt mELt

Di Suatu hari...waktu makan pagi


Bum Bum :

....as usual me  listen n noted,few second later she sd 

" Jemput makan Ibu..."

Normal untuk orang lain tapi bagi me ...rasa touching sangat.Speechless pun yea sebab ianya kuar dari mulut si cilik ni.

Di Suatu hari...waktu malam sebelum tido :

Malas nak layan Tv,maka lepak dalam bilik layan few magz n books.Datang si kenit tue cakap 

"Ibu nape nie....ibu O.K... ker " (kononnye die ingat me merajuk ngan En hubby kot ) ..Walaupun dia baru umur 3 tahun tapi dier perasan ape yang jadi di sekeliling.

She also pandai bisik².

Yang lucu setiap kali dia bisik ayat yang sama keluar which is :

"Alisha sayang Ibu..."

Sebagai seorang ibu mesti la seronok.Mana taknya,anak yang kita kandung 9 bulan cakap sayang kita.Syiokkkk wehhh.

Alhamdulilah syukur kedhadrat Illahi di beri peluang untuk melihat puteri  membesar depan mata.Dari umur sehari,meniarap ,merangkak and now berjalan dan bercakap tak berhenti =)..

And best part,

Sempena Hari Ibu semalam,she came to me with Hubby'fon,i wondering ape dier nak tunjuk ni....rupernyer ade MMS gambar bunga bergerak2 dengan Perkataan.."Selamat Hari Ibu"...lepas tue dier cakap Selamat hari Ibu...So Sweett

Ade BraN!!

Wheeehheee,

Me Nak New N fresh Look...Lets  gOogle Picha Tgk ape yg best so boleh ade idea nak buat transformasi.Walaupun tidak la se-gojes mereka tapi dapat tempias2 jadi la kan..

Best

Sexy kan ?

Ni cam tak sesuai sbb org ni rambut dier kaler putih..

Dis GojEs!!!

Ni cam tak sesuai kan

Dis Hot!!!But me not too dare as it tooo SHORT

NiCe Oso.

Permission given by En hubby,now tunggu masa mau cut cut aja la...

Found Dis~

CONCRETE

What is this all about?

Settle down, please don't yell or shout

The landlord, he lives downstairs

We'll get evicted

Please don't be too loud

You say I'm passive-aggressive

How can I not be?

When you're always talking at me

You say I'm unresponsive

And here you are

Talking over me

You make me wanna throw this shoe 

Right through that concrete wall

Maybe you should pack your things

If it's that dreadful

Then just leave it all

Don't wanna keep on sharing my bed

With someone that I have to love less and less

Every time I try to make you smile

You say that I'm being a child

Well, I tried my best

You say that I need therapy

Well, my darling, so do you

Don't need for you to tell me

What is wrong in all I say or do

Please don't try to throw this shoe 

Right through that concrete wall

Maybe you should pack your things

If it's that dreadful

Then just leave it all

Words day ~

‎"Orang yang mencintaimu adalah orang yang ikut memikul kesedihanmu, selalu bertanya tentangmu, tidak bosan denganmu, memaafkan kesalahan-kesalahanmu, menasihatimu jika bersalah, selalu mengingatmu dan menyertakanmu dalam doanya.."

u N M3

A hundred days have made me older

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'

As the people leave their way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go

It gets hard but it won't take away my love

And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done

It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

LaYAn :P

"Words"

Always in a rush

Never stay on the phone long enough

Why am I so self-important?

Said I'd see you soon

But that was, oh, maybe a year ago

Didn't know time was of the essence

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Always talking shit

Took your advice and did the opposite

Just being young and stupid

I haven't been all that you could've hoped for

But if you'd held on a little longer

You'd have had more reasons to be proud

So many questions

But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more

Not anymore

So much to tell you

And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words

The longer I stand here

The louder the silence

I know that you're gone but sometimes I swear that I hear

Your voice when the wind blows

So I talk to the shadows

Hoping you might be listening 'cos I want you to know

It's so loud inside my head

With words that I should have said

And as I drown in my regrets

I can't take back the words I never said

I never said

I can't take back the words I never said

Never said

I can't take back the words I never said

ShE TUrN 3

Picha-En google

Set Fire To The Rain

I let it fall, my heart

And as it fell, you rose to claim it

It was dark and I was over

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong

But my knees were far too weak

To stand in your arms

Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true

And the games you play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Let it burn while I cry

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

When laying with you

I could stay there, close my eyes

Feel you here, forever

You and me together, nothing is better

'Cause there's a side to you that I never knew, never knew

All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true

And the games you'd play, you would always win, always win

But I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Let it burn while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Where I felt somethin' die, 'cause I knew that

That was the last time, the last time

Sometimes I wake up by the door

Now that you've gone, must be waiting for you

Even now when it's already over

I can't help myself from looking for you

I set fire to the rain

Watched it pour as I touched your face

Let it burn while I cried

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain

And I threw us into the flames

Where I felt somethin' die

'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time, oh

Oh, no

Let it burn, oh

Let it burn

Let it burn

Rolling In The Deep

There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark

Finally I can see you crystal clear

Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your ship [shit] bare

See how I leave with every piece of you

Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart

Reaching a fever pitch

And it's bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all

The scars of your love, they leave me breathless

I can't help feeling

We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it, to the beat

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told

But I've heard one on you

And I'm gonna make your head burn

Think of me in the depths of your despair

Make a home down there

As mine sure won't be shared

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

The scars of your love remind me of us

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

They keep me thinking that we almost had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

The scars of your love, they leave me breathless

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

I can't help feeling

We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it, to the beat

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all

Rolling in the deep

You had my heart inside of your hand

But you played it, with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door

Count your blessings to find what you look for

Turn my sorrow into treasured gold

You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

We could have had it all

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

It all, it all, it all

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

And you played it to the beat

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

Rolling in the deep

(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You had my heart inside of your hand

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it

You played it

You played it

You played it to the beat.

Artis  : Adele

Video :  Utube

Lirik  :http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/adele/rollinginthedeep.html

CheCk Check...1.2.3

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TIGA tahun dulu....

Alkisah nye.....


Sekijap nyer masa berlalu rasa macam baru semalam jer pu3 lahir.Tarikh keramat 15/03/2009.Time 10:23 malam.Pu3 lahir tak cukup bulan(pre-mature baby).Sepatutnya due date 25/05 tapi takdir Allah dia lahir awal.Memang tak percaya ,everything happen so fast.Tup tup dah delivered.


It happened lepas balik kenduri one of hubby's fren in seksyen 7 Shah alam.We decided nak jln2 pusing Shah alam before balik umah.So singgah SACC Mall.


Kejadian berlaku hari Sabtu .
Air ketuban pecah masa tengah window shopping kat SACC Mall Shah Alam.Disebabkan ini pengalaman pertama,masa air ketuban pecah memang tak tau sebab dier bukan pecah cam air terjun tu,tapi kuar cam buang air kecik .So main ingat biasa-biasa jer la.But then rasa the water still came out .Tak selesa nak jalan jalan lagi, sempat masuk beberapa kedai jer kat situ.Terus balik umah .Sambil rehat2,layan bola.Liverpool match.Yang paling best lagi games tu they won.Ok selama ni tgk tak menang pun..


So 1 day gone,so next day which is SUNDAY.
Mula rasa takut n cam ragu2.Cam tertanya-tanya ape air ni tak stop2 lagi nie.So decided to call one of my fren-Kak Rina.Dia kata lebih baik pergi terus check  ,takut baby kurang air.Masa tu dah jam 11 pagi lebeh kurang.Pergi clinic swasta dekat dengan umah sebb gomen tutup ari minggu :P.Best part ,belum sempat aper aper masuk jer doct tanye,berapa minggu,me cakap 32+.Terus Doct bagi surat refer hospital bahagian kececemasan.


En hubby  terus pecut pergi Hospital Selayang.Masa dalam perjalanan ,traffic light sumer kaler merah.Hati si ibu ni memang dah tak tenang sebb pikir - betul ker ni,dah masa ker,camner bilik bedah eyh,boleh ker deliverd normal.Isk isk .Macam macam fikir.Sampai jer park kereta,pergi bahagian kecemasan,diorang baca surat Doct,terus diorg suruh pergi Ward bersalin.GERUN dengar,Sebab macam dah masa betul cara misi tu bagi arahan.


Sampai bahagian ward bersalin,pergi kaunter pertanyaan,jumpa misi ,dier nasihat me guna wheelchair , sebb takut ape ape jadi.Lagi la me nerbes,macam dah betul betul nie..Memang muka masih blur sebb memang tak sangka dah masa.Pergi ward bersalin nak chk bukaan.Masuk ade beberapa orang yg tengah tunggu juga.Once i lay down,misi cakap dah ade bukaan 4 cm.Pastu die takut tersalah dier minta help from Doct plak.Yes its comfirmed!!


Pastu diorg hantar me pergi OT.Tapi terus terang cakap bilik tu tak nampak langsung cam OT.Bilik agak besar.Me duduk sane lepak jer.Tak rasa tanda tanda lagi.Hubby terpaksa balik umah siap kan barang barang baby.Pertama kali nak terima orang baru,Huru hara juga la.


Sepanjang satu hari ,lepak tak buat aper,misi datang jenguk tanya keadaan,chk tekanan darah itu ini, n give food tuk makan(lunch).Hubby petang baru sampai.Pastu lepas magrib camtu,rasa cam makin debar debar.Terlintas mungkin dah masa nie.As per adv by misi ,me count contraction.tapi baby dalam macam memain.Sekijap ade rasa mengeras sekejap cam nak ker toilet.Pastu around 9 plus P.M cam tu rasa makin kerap.Terus me panggil misi.Untuk kali yg keberapa dan yang terakhir diorg chk bukaan .Katanya dah masa.Pastu misi tu tanya-u nak i panggil ur husband.Offf course.Yes PLssssss..Masa tu agak kecoh dalam bilik.Tengok tengok ade 2 misi n satu Doct.Peralatan untuk sambut baby sumer complete.


Alhamdulillah ,by time 10:23 p.m lahir la puteri sulung keluarga Ahmad.Walaupun tak pernah pergi memana kelas Anternatal.Rezeki anak pertama kot,sumer berjalan lancar.Syukran syukran.Masih ingat lagi saat saat pertama dakap bum bum.Perasaan nie-Clueless,speechless sumernyer la.Nak nanges pun yea.Rahmat Allah tak ternilai.

Dan terjumpa gambar ini

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Taken Feb 2009